2022中国好声音

认识了妳后，感觉心安了，踏实了。心从没那么快速的心跳过。如果妳是那个愿意陪我一辈子的她，我愿意陪妳看海看夕陽到老。

Time and tide waits for no man.

Even though it is hard to build meaningful relationships and friendships at this age, I'm gonna try.

If anything, it is good to have weekend kakis to hang out and check out places with. 

Dear friends, I am not able to access to computer and not able to return hearts to you. I hope you understand it.

After the Covid19, I have shift the focus to abolish the 377 penal code in Malaysia and other commonwealth countries. If you were interested, you could join us to do that.

Use Kinsey Report and Kinsey Scale Test when people bully you for homosexual.

Sky burial is a Tibetan custom whereby people dispose of the corpses of their loved ones. This death ritual entails taking the body to a designated site in the mountains where it is left to feed vultures. The Buddhists in Tibet believe that the soul is immortal and death is only the beginning of a new life. Instead of letting the body vanish naturally, it is better for almsgiving to another kind of life and liberates the soul from the body enabling it to gain entry into rebirth. The method is widely used by common Tibetans.

The practice of Tibetan sky burial is related to the rise of Tibetan Buddhism and the influence of Indian culture. It was brought by the Indian monk Tamba Sanjee to Tibet around the end of the 11th century. He advocated this kind of burial custom and personally went to the celestial burial platform to recite sutras for the dead. He promoted that this was a merit of imitating Sakyamuni's sacrifice and feeding tigers, which can redeem the sins of one's life and benefit the reincarnation of the soul. It's recognized by the Tibetans and came into being a custom intertwined with the Buddhist beliefs.

In the Tibetan culture, it is believed that the Vultures are holy birds. Because unlike other birds of prey such as eagles and hawks, vultures do not kill their prey. They wait until the animal dies before descending on it. Therefore, vultures are called Dakini in Tibetan, which means female deities walking in the air. Regarding sky burials, Tibetan Buddhism believes that lighting mulberry smoke is to pave a colorful road and invite the Dakini to the sky burial platform respectfully. The corpse is used as an offering to worship the gods, praying to redeem the sins of the deceased while alive and asking the gods to bring their souls to reincarnation.

If during the sky burial ceremony, the vultures immediately rushing to the corpse and eating up soon is the most auspicious sign. It means that the dead have no more sin and the rebirth of life will begin again. The dead should have attained all the merits and virtues. If it has not been eaten up, on the contrary, it means that the deceased has committed a major sin during his lifetime, and the soul is difficult to get into reincarnation. The family members will be particularly painful and uneasy. They would burn the remains in presence of Lamas and monks who bless the spirits of the dead through prayers and chants. The chants are meant to free the spirit of the dead from the body and cleanse it of all its sins.

There are several taboos and regulations which have to be adhered to during the burial, failure to which will compromise the transition process of the dead's soul. Firstly, strangers are not allowed anywhere near the burial site. This is because the presence of strangers will disturb the soul from getting into bardo.

Family members are also barred from attending the funeral as it is believed that their presence will convince the soul of their dead relative to hang around instead of getting in rebirth. Visitors are greatly advised to keep away from these occasions.

Try guessing what is Do Zero Dut Dut. If you're smart, you won't know. Too smart, even more don't know. If you're naughty, maybe you know.

I got do many many blog before. Then deleted many many. Because ppl here don't read. Maybe they read too much during school. Adults prefer to see. They only want sex. They wana see your dick. And maybe butt. Also your underwear. They want then they come with a hi and be high. I no sell duck butt. Expensive nowadays due to inflation.

Okay I better turn off the lights before someone come trying to turn his thing on. By the way here also has inflation. Inflation means low demand and no supply. So sad.

Caro Emerald Live - A Night Like This @ Sziget 2012

https://youtu.be/Fc6izYdLhNE 

haven't heard such cool music in a while. another artiste to discover! 

I am a Gym Fit horny Bottom living in Hong Kong,   looking for matured （age 45-65) pure Top(s) for good sex.  Not particular about how you look (face) as long as you are body fit - not fat or overweight - my email contact : jeffgua@hotmail.com

本人現居香港, 零號誠心尋成熟（45 至65歲）純一號享受性樂趣。容貌不重要，只要不肥胖。請電郵 jeffgua@hotmail.com

When we were younger, we always feel the adults had it together at their age. 
Now that we're at their age, and them even older, I realised how pretentious it all has been.

I feel everyone is born with a role model to look up to. We eventually try to be like them and try to replicate every thing that they do. But of course, we always want to be the better version, so we replicate but with better intentions (or so we think). Then, you realised, it's not morally acceptable but we've come this far now, how do we fix this? We don't, we just continue on, trying to console ourselves, we're good. Heck, we'd even seek divine intervention to salvage whatever cause we're just in too deep or that's just all we know how to do.

Por que?

When it's all too late, and nearing death, life would only turn out fair, when you're bestowed with an illness that loses all memories (intentionally), and purposefully, all has to be forgiven and shall be love for everyone sympathises death.

And that's how life is unfair.

Long weekend in HK. 1 July 2022 - the 25^th year anniversary of the handover of HK back to China. A fairly muted affair this year given typhoon Chaba and the T8 signal since last evening and whole of today. I was looking forwarded to 2 junk boat parties which have now been canceled due to the bad weather.

Looking out my window staring at the dramatic changes from calm seas and cloudy skies to a sudden disappearance of all vessels lost into the heavy downpour. I reminded myself of my blessings as I held my cup of warm coffee in my hands and watched my little furbaby nap on the sofa. We’re dry, cosy  and safe. Life has been kind to me in some ways. I may be lonely, but things can be worse. Being home I rested and felt at peace. My new job started out well. Last Thursday I won my first deal. Not bad after 3.5 weeks on the job. My big boss was very complimentary, telling me I set the bar very high as not even an experienced hire has won a deal within 3.5 weeks of joining. Most will still be trying to get their orientation done and phone lines set up. I thanked her for her compliments citing beginners’ luck. In all honesty I genuinely do not know where the bar is. I just do everything I can everyday and asked myself at the end of each day if I’ve wasted the day. My answer is usually no. I feel like I’ve wasted so much time and energy in the last few months of the year.

Been seeing my psychologist, and working through my mental wellness since my March/April downturn. Catching covid, being isolated and not being appreciated in my previous job. I was in bad shape. No one around to lean on. My mom feeling helpless, guilt ridden and worried that she’s not by my side to nurse me back to health. Seeing the worry and guilt in her eyes over Facetime, I had to puff myself up and reassure her I was ok and will be well soon despite covid beating me up. I still had to be her pillar despite being sick. I couldn’t not because there is really no need nor use making her feel bad. But I was exhausted in the very literal sense. All I wanted was someone to hold me.

I re-started my sessions with a different doctor as the last one wasn’t helping me make any progress. I wonder if him being a man has anything to do with it. This new doctor I find refreshing. Coincidentally,  her name is Klaris and one of my favourite movies is the Silence of Lambs. On our first session, she shared a preliminary diagnosis that I may be suffering from some form of PTSD. I think I’ve known for sometime having known that I exhibit most of the symptoms for years. But not being a medical professional, I could not self-diagnose. Hearing her diagnosis actually brought some relief. That validation gave me something material we could work on. She thinks it’s linked to my childhood experience and I think so too. In the field of psychology, it usually is. We’re not born damaged; somewhere along the way we became broken and it’s usually when we were younger and more malleable. She wants to try EMDR on me to try and reprogramme my unprocessed memories. The ones I’ve ran from and not want to think about. The most painful ones.

I think getting professional help has been great for me. While we talk out my life story, I came to certain realizations I previously wasn’t aware of. One of which is the idea of not being seen. Most people will find it puzzling why such an out figure as I will feel invisible. I constantly feel like I’m in the middle of a crowded room of people but I am all alone. Few if anyone really knows me. Understands me. My fears, my wants, needs and hopes. I can only hope that such a person is still out there. In the meantime, I’ll continue to work on myself and carry on strengthening my core. I need to remember that the only person who will always come to my recuse and comfort will always be myself. 

My name is Michael. Personally, I don't choose any particular symbol or group of words or teachings to define me. That's between me and the most high. You know my higher self. The Creator. I cannot consistently, with self respect, do other than I have, namely, to deliberately violate an act which seems to me to be a denial of everything which ideally and in practice I hold sacred... I'm not advertising any of my so-called good qualities..!Some things are better felt and witnessed than said. But HEY! I'd love to walk the extra mile with you. Life is a series of many types of relationships and it’s important we learn to respect everyone. It's pointless describing ourselves, after all, who could really define who we are? And we all deserve to be loved despite all our peculiarities. We are all different parts of the same universal soul and each of us plays an essential role in the scheme of the ever unfolding nature of life. Enjoy and cherish the time we have with each other, whether we appear to be on the same or on different paths. Each of us is essential and worthy of respect and admiration, and True Love. What, or rather, Who is Michael?...Well, it's nothing I can really describe to you. The whole thing is very experiential--more than descriptive. Be my friend and perhaps you could describe me. But i'll describe some for your benefit… I'm reasonably intelligent. At least that's what other people say. LOL I like British accent. The voice inside my head uses one. I'm a religious person with morals. I lie frequently. When people ask, "How are you?", I'd say I'm fine when I'm not. I can’t dance reasonably. I can,t sing. - The operative word is CAN’T Oh I enjoy controversy... Keep it comin' I don’t like tattoo... I annoy people from time to time I have a temper. Yes, I'm not usually nice... I love Youtube! I'm less lonely when I have money... I am well rounded, with a complete perspective on life. I am solid and dependable. I am loyal, and people can count on me. At times, I can be a bit too serious. I tend to put too much pressure on myself. I am wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. I am always up to something. I have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle me. I am very intense. I'm definitely a handful, and I likely to get in trouble. But my kind of trouble is a lot of fun. I am friendly, charming, and warm. I get along with almost everyone. I work hard not to rock the boat. My easy going attitude brings people together. At times, I can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, I pull it together. I am very intuitive and wise. I understand the world better than most people. I also have a very active imagination. I often get carried away with my thoughts. I am prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. I sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. I am incredibly wise and perceptive. I have a lot of life experience. I am a natural peacemaker, and i am especially good at helping others get along. But keeping the peace in my own life is not easy. I see things very differently, and it's hard to get me to budge. I am fair, honest, and logical. I am a natural leader, and people respect me. I never give up, and i will succeed... even if it takes me a hundred tries. I am rational enough to see every part of a problem. I am great at giving other people advice. I am very hyper. i never slow down, even when it's killing me. I am the type of person who can be a workaholic during the day... and still have the energy to party all night. My energy is definitely a magnet for those around me and people are addicted to my vibes... There is so much of me for you to discover that I will not able to put it all here in my account. I’m more than a guy you see in my photos. To make it more complicated, my picture does not represent my totality. No words or sentences can fully describe me. Even what you are reading now does not reflect my real personality. What goes beyond your imagination of myself are not actually the ideal things that can define me. I am deep. I am complex. I am unpredictable. You will never know me… I would consider myself as perfectionist. Chocolate lover hahahaha. I eat a lot. I can do everything I want. I’m chasing my dreams by breaking rules. I do not restrict myself. A man cares about his appearance will expect his partner to do the same. I make it a point to immerse my self in culture and art and consider my self a well-rounded individual. I’m genuine. cosmopolitan and liberated all in one- that’s because I like to do a million things, more experiences! I love to be around with my family and friends. Though I have my quiet times for reflections. I love all kinds of things. Especially travel, outdoor activities, music, games, issues and crazy discussions.

如果你真心喜欢一个人.. 那就先从朋友相处.. 你们可以同情侣一样 关心对方.. 鼓励对方.. 陪伴对方.. 哪怕后来发现感情淡了.. 你们也还是好朋友.. 不要因为一段不成熟的感情, 失去一个感觉对的人.. 爱情要慢慢来.. 真诚在芸芸众生之中显得弥足珍贵.. 坦白干净的相处要甩快餐式的感情好几条街..

After at least 10 years of not attending any shows there, I finally went to see the Kandinsky exhibit at the NYC Guggenheim with my mom. We had a fantastic time!

Highly recommended - there through September 2022.

June 2022. Pride Month, NYC.

The filth and smells of summer are quickly returning. Getting busier with tourists. And, as COVID-19  numbers were going up, feds dropped restrictions on testing/vaccination mandates for foreign travelers here.

Ridiculous, IMO. But - that’s our government.

$$$ > Safety & Health - ALWAYS.

Transportation is now a traveling petri dish of spirochetes. Fantastic!  😉

I've had my second Moderna booster, and I'm masking in every public indoor/and some outdoor spaces. I don't care what people think. I want to stay healthy.

Communication, conversations, "click"..

Three of the many wants you see on one's profile..

But no effort really made. 

5kg heavier....sigh...

7kg actually...😑

Thanks for the love msg and hearts.

Due to lack of accessing to the internet, I won't be able to go online to reply your message or hearts.

Nothing to blame, life has to go on despite the Covid19 has destroyed many families.

Take care with love from me.

Last month was our 17th relationship anniversary. 

I love the outdoor, and I am a local traveller and wanderer - and most of the time wondering about the world in general. The clear water always soothes me, the fresh air makes me feel so alive, the high altitude makse me feel positive about life, the long roads make me feel more excited and keep on going, the waves make me feel active, the underwater makes me overwhelmed and joy makes me feel FREE- there is so much freedom and happiness in living.

I am not getting any younger, playful games are already off my grid. We are getting old so fast, making good memories is part of living a good life. We can never stop aging, but we can age gracefully, as they say. I hope to find my match, someone whom I can grow old with and share every moment that is worthwhile.
 

Please send me a message and we will start from there.